February 2012
73 posts
Goodnight world... Messages for when I wake up?...
My ask is too empty...
“You’ve inspired me to regain hope. I’ve been diagnoised with depression and have started cutting. I just feel so stuck and that there’s no way out. I know things will get better, I do. It just seems that that point is so far away. What more do I have to go through to get there,you know? This has been one of the worst times of my life. I went from being amazingly happy to...
My next post is 1500
I want it to be good and I want it to be powerful. Maybe another part of my story in detail?
For The Love of a Daughter just came up on my...
Demi has done something amazing in her music. She conveys so much emotion and strength and passion. If you haven’t heard it, listen to it.
For The Love of a Daughter- Demi Lovato
The importance of the little things:
I’ll keep this short. The little things in life make up the big things in life. We should really slow down sometimes to really take a look at the small things that make such a big difference to us. I was thinking about this earlier today. I bet it takes some heavy thinking to think of 10 little things that you don’t appreciate on a daily basis. Try it? Reply with things like that?
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What the hell is going on?
Okay, please excuse my rant:
What the hell? I walk into my dad’s office to ask him a question for my mom and he seriously stands up and flips out at me. Legit he stood up and yelled at me for being on the phone with my mom and asking him a question. Then he told me how ‘sick of my games’ he is and that I was lying. Seriously I’m not even sure what he means half the time...
This is an amazing way of getting everything out... →
Hm, I have this overwhelming urge to write...
“You can believe everything he told you, but remember the information could be as...”
Late birthday celebration with the guys. Hockey game haha :). Probably won’t be posting tonight but I’ll be checking my inbox in case anyone needs me.
-Michael
Too tired for a post tonight...
sorry everyone
I need an idea for tonight's post.
I seriously am in a major philosophical mood.
These senior speeches are inspiring…
Anonymous asked: I just recently heard about a relative that she has cancer and will probably die. My uncle has had cancer for years now, another aunt of mine has cancer too. This is not about people having cancer, its about me and how I don't feel anything when I hear this. Sometimes I think I am really cold hearted when I see people being sad and crying over their loved ones dying, the last time I cried was...
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alltolove replied to your post: Over the past 12 hours, I’ve gotten so many messages thanking me for sharing my story. I’m taking the time to reply privately to each and every one of them. Yes, I’ve been through a lot, but I’ve also realized that this is what I love doing. I love helping people, so instead of thanking me, let me thank you all. Thank you for the kind words...
Over the past 12 hours, I've gotten so many...
Thank you all.
-Michael
Goodnight...
messages for when I wake up?
Anonymous asked: You are homestly the most amazing and inspiring person i've ever seen. Im so glad you didnt give up!<3
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Self Injury and Me: How I Started, and How I...
I’ve done a general post on Self Injury, but I’ve never shared the personal details about my battle with anyone except my closest friends. Some of the things that I’m about to say are things that they haven’t even heard. So, here we go.
My name is Michael, and I was 12 years old when I started cutting. I can’t really explain why I did it, it was more of an escape...
Alright... I'm writing this one right now.
This is gonna be the most personal of all the posts I’ve ever written. It actually has me thinking back a lot and has a lot of meaning behind it. $10 I’m tearing up by the time I post it. =) haha
Tonight I'm writing a post about cutting. How I...
My battle lasted a long time.
I need everyone's help...
I need all of my followers and friends help… Tonight I got a text from a close friend of mine, and she told me she overdosed on painkillers. She then called me to say goodbye. Tonight, one of my best friends attempted suicide, and was taken to the ER. If you pray, I ask that you please pray for my friend. If you don’t, please keep her in your thoughts.
If you would like to submit...
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So I was thinking about stuff...
Tomorrow is my birthday. What does that mean? Really not much. It reminds me that I have had another year of live to be thankful for. It reminds me that I’m human and that I’m still growing, learning, and realizing how much I really have to learn. This birthday for me isn’t a selfish one. This birthday is one where I’m going to realize how lucky I am, and I’m going to...
Tomorrow's my birthday. So excited...
Anonymous asked: my friend and i have this "agreement" where if I don't cut, he won't tell anyone. It's been a while since we've made this and I don't even think he remembers, but I do because I've broken it every day and I haven't told him.
This city looks so pretty, do you want to burn it...
We use the trees as torches (Do you wanna burn it with me?)
-Hollywood Undead
Anonymous asked: how old are you?
Anonymous asked: Fear - False Experiences Appearing Real. Sit and think about that for a moment. I thought you should hear that :)
Death
This is more of a personal post, if anyone can get anything out of it, that’s a plus. Death is a universal experience. Everyone, no matter how old or young, rich or poor, will experience it at some point. The thing I have always found interesting is the elaborate services that we put on for our loved ones. These services, in all actuality, aren’t for the dead, but rather the living....
How tragic it is to love something that death can...
Rest in Peace Uncle Dick
Going to bed...
Messages for when I get up?
Goodnight
-Michael
Anonymous asked: One of my favorite blogs is getting a ton of hate tonight and she seems really depressed. Can you help at all?
Anonymous asked: What should I do if my "friend" is willing to help people he doesn't know but when I need him, he's no where to be found?
Anonymous asked: I noticed from your blog that you are a follower of Jesus Christ. I was born into a christian faith, but I'm starting to see religion as more of a tool for the broken and oppressed to escape the world around them. I mean, there are plenty of religions in the entire world that have stemmed from some sort of social, political, and economical disruptions promising a chance at a better life after...
Anonymous asked: i think you're a fantastic person. You're smart, funny, kind and overall just such a good person. DOn't let anyone tell you otherwise. That includes yourself. You're stronger than you think you are, keep your head held high. <3
Anonymous asked: I think you're amazing :)
Anonymous asked: I wish people weren't so fucking low to say those hateful things to one another. I get hate messages all the time, and I get enough hate in person. I wish I could understand why people are so cruel..
Heads Up: All non-anon asks will be answered...
Anonymous asked: And ever since then I haven't been able to get the image of the knife out of my mind. When I go to sleep I see the knife. The blood. The bandages. And it hurts me so much to see get like this. She's so far away and I'm terrified that one day I might wake up and she's dead. I can't stop thinking about it all. The knife haunts me.
Anonymous asked: but she hasn't stopped. She came back for Christmas last year and she asked me to get something from her room foe her, she said that it wasn't in her drawer. But I looked everywhere for her jacket, and as a last resort checked in her drawer. I then understood why she didn't want me to look in there. I found a small knife hidden amongst her clothes. The next morning she came to...
Anonymous asked: Hey, I've seen you help people and my problem isn't as important as theirs.. But I need to tell someone. July last year I found a suicide note left by my sister under her bed. I learnt that she had been suicidal for almost 2 years and had attempted sucide twice. She's still alive now but she's moved away to the other side of the country for school. I knew she used to cut...
Anonymous asked: not talking about bullying but what if you're mad at the person? what if they did something to you? obviously you're not going to go into non-sequiturs and be immature and call them fat, but i think you at least have some right to show them that you're not exactly a big fan of them.
Opening up my ask to hate tonight:
Seriously, do it. If you absolutely have to send someone hate, send it to me. If you’re going to tell someone to kill themselves or tell them that they’re fat, ugly, imperfect, too tall, too short, stupid, whatever, take that comment and direct it at me, because I can take it. Human life should be treasured and I’m sick of seeing people send hate to people who aren’t in a...
“How many slams in an old screen door? Depends how loud you shut it. How many...”
– Shel Silverstein (via mswaffles)